Shit. Riding home on this scorching day, I was observing the heavy traffic and the reckless driving of my brother and others. And like Breezy did Rih in the Lambo it finally hit me. The rate at which we are killing the Earth has gone off the charts. I know that it has been rising, but the severity of it was just overwhelming for me today.
It had me reminiscing on the great times I had with my friends over the years and how carefree the world was. I just hope the world can stay ‘carefree’ enough for the next generations to experience what life can offer with the right people around them.
Am I at that stage where I just need to wait things out? Or is it just that I’m not doing enough to pave my road? I’m just feeling so lost right now. My daily thoughts gnaw on my insides where it has all been kept. Maybe creating an opening for them could be my next step.
Here you are constantly repeating yourself on how I’m always leaving you hanging and how I’m never there for you. I mean am I invisible to you or something? I’m always there to listen to your vents. I’m always there to make you laugh. I’m always there to show you a good time. I’m even there for you when you don’t need me. The truth is, I’ve always been there for you. You were just too blind to notice.
My word’s is bullets, I’m about to spit.” —J. Cole